oliviarieser

no longer the happy person I was.
this is where I say everything I can't.

I really don’t understand how I always feel so lonely. I look around and see everyone who has all these great friends who care about them, who care to know what’s going on in their life and who would do anything for that person. then I realize I don’t have that person. if I died tomorrow I wonder who would miss me, not miss me because it seemed like the right thing to do but because they truly were upset by the fact that I was gone. I wonder if I’ll ever impact anyones life the way people have impacted me, or am I just a name with no face or feelings.